Its time to let go , even though you know that u still love her .


I knew this was going to happen yet i kept it from her .
Its been 3years since i had a torch for you , you changed in this 3 years , and i changed too , and de moment i change , i knew that de feelings u had for me would change too , and yea , that sucks badly .
Everything was so blissful , till de mid-part of 2nd year , i had always wanted to told u this , but i dare not , probably because of de fear of rejection . During My 2nd year of knowing you , and it is probably de last time we would ever be that close . I knew that one day ur feelings would change because of some of my 'issues' , And because of this 'issue' , i distant myself from you , and soon our friendship drift apart . We were not close anymore . I tried my best to talk to you in the later part of the year when i finally had de confident in my 'issues' , but i knew it was too late .
Even though ur feelings and attitude change towards me , i don't mind .
Because my feelings for u will still remain de same as it did in year 1 . The moment we met , started , ended , me hating you , became best friends and to re-liking you all over again .
Well i really miss those time we shared together , it was a precious and most memorable thing we had ever done together .
And since i now noe u don like me anymore , Ha , i dared to write this .
Which i so happen to regret it now .
Anyway thanks for making my life more enjoyable than it should have been .
Thanks . (::

























-dedication to L .

READ THIS FIRST ! :) Name: Benjamin Koh .
School: Yuying Secondary School .
- Welcome to my blog , and please read this stuffs FIRST .
1) USUALLY hyper and cheerful , if not it will be super emo and pissED .
2) Random Attitude .
3) NEVER think before i talk so also always offend people .
4) Really appreciate if people were to care for me once in awhile especially when i'm down :)
5) And i have short term memory , so if u quarrel with me yesterday you will be waiting for a sorry from me the very next day :D . And don't ask me remember stuffs , its hard xO .
6) LOVE to play in rain . xD
7) AND I SUPER SUPER HATE BEING MALIGN !
8) VERY short tempered .

Love:
-Prata .
-Satay .
-Food .
-Friends .
-Love .
-Red .
-Rains .
Hates:
-Pangseh Kia .
-Peeps who ignore me .
-People who show me attitude for no reason .

Freedom
Four A1's
Lots of friends
Best BoyF
Best GirlF
Pass all my other tests ?
SUPER GOOD MEMORY !

Venice .
Syazani .
Desmond .
ANGGGGGGGGGGGGGG .
Andrea .
Cariah .
Carin .
Gil .
HongXing .
Meiting .
Rachel .
Timmy Noobie .
Yvonne .

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