Morning Tuna's ! :DDD
SUPERR HUNGRY NOW !
Really very very hungry can ! >::


Have i told you all how much i hated bread ?
YES I HATE THEM ! REAL BADLY !
I'M EATING TUNA BREAD NOW !
BREAD BREAD BREAD , EVERYDAY ALSO BREAD FOR BREAKFAST .___.
Got other source of food mah ? Other than BREAD or no breakfast ? )::


I LOVE SIGHTSEEING ALOTTTTTTTTT !
Just now coming back home the sky very nice lurhh !
So gloomy , then got one horizontal lines that seperate the gloomy sky and the clear sky ! :DDD
Then then got one big big patch of hole right in de middle of the greyy sky !
SUPER NICE LURHH !
Too bad my phone wasn't with me .!
Oh then also saw one bird standing in the centre of de expressway , LOLX !
So retarded lurhh !
In de centre of one of the lanes some more !



OH , AND I WANT COMPLAINNNNN !
MY STAMINA DROP ALOT ALOT , HELL LOT ! )::
300m fifteen minutes LEH !
Crazy laa , so slow .__.
Then just now at de complex convers-ing with my dad .
Super retarded lurhh !
Me: Next week i go de stadium beside run ar ..
Dad: Next week ? Okayy , i accompany you .
Me: LOLX ! U scared i drown while running ar ? AHAHA ! No need lurhh , i run finish then i come find you lor .


Nehmind if you don understand , OHOHOHOOH :DDDD
I happy can liao .
Woots ! :DDD
Anyway BYES !
Tomorrow O's le ! (::
Shall start memorising , I guess ..
WEEEEEEEEEE~








Ehhh , idiot , i say first hor , i never copy you !
Just so happen ..

Evening hungry peopoe ! (::
My blog feels weird without a chatbox !
Don't ask me to put it up again , i forgot how to do it , and i'm lazy to learn ! :DD
Cause my brain is full !
And i blame that stupid Chinese O level paper .___.
MAKEEE MEE MEMORISE ALOOT CAN !
Anyway finally finish ... ehh ... Halfway there :D
Great improvement anyway !



AND I HATE TODAY !
FIRSTLY , I WAS SUPPOSE TO WAKE UP AT 6.35AM , IF NOT 7.10AM , i set both alarm on my phone and de alarm clock !
AND I DIN'T WAKE UP AT ALL !
I felt myself "snooz-ing" all de clocks , theen say lie down 30 more seconds then wake up , THEN NEVER WAKE UP ! >::
Actually wanted go for morning walk de .__.
Oh well , other times then (::
Anyway tomorrow morning also need wake up early ._.

SECONDLY , TODAY'S MEALS AT HOME ARE HORRRRRRRRRRRRRRIBBBBBBBBLE .!
Yeap they are !
And i'm getting sick of my breakfast , its either bread or corn flakes !
NOTTHING MORE !
Ahahaha , but at least i still got some food to eat >::
So shouldn't be choosy .
Lalala ~~


THIRDLY , .....
you just got scammed .
AHAHAHHAHAA !
Alright , lame .___.


Kind of not in de mood to study somehow >:: , but anyway Chinese ARE AND IS GOING TO END !
AHAHAHAHA ! :DDDD

Anyway forgotten why i'm even blogging so much lately , too bored already lurhh ?
Pretty much staying at home till that Exams end (::
Then shall celebrate for one day ,
or maybe two ...
three might be good ?
But four sounds nicer !
Ahaha , nah , not going rest that longg (:: A short break probably !


Cats do the hip and the haw and the loop and de pee .
BOREDDDDDDDDDDD ARRR !

Alright shall stop posting le :D
& MY POST KEEPs GETTING SHORTER AND SHORTER ! WHYYY !?



Unagi , Sashimi , Tuna , Grilled Salmon ,Mash potato PRRRRRRRATA & SATAYYYY ! ! :D
craving for them >::
SHALL GET THEM ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ! :DDDDDD
Sooooooooooo boreddd lurhh , watching japan hour (::




anyway , i LIKE UR DECISION !
AHAHAHAHA !
sorry for being a stalker , can't help it :D

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ?
Did somebody see where my chatboxx went ?
It just disappear ! ._.
Nehmind , also forgot how to put it back .

Anyway ,
Good Morning peepo's ! (::
Was bored lying on bed , so come & post lor , LONGGGG LONGGG WEEKEND !
WOOTS !
Thursday + Friday +Saturday +Sunday THEN O'S !
Wahahaha !
Walao lor , My form teacher very stingy can !
She say come on thursday then can take report book , then i told her my parents not coming !
Then she say next week then collect .__.
Walaoooo ehhh !
Its not i never tell my parents lor !
Is they say don wan come de ! >::
They say what ,
"Same form teacher ar ?"
Me: "Yeap ."
"Can don go or not ?"
Me: "Up to you all ."
"Okayy , then not going , also every year say the same thing ."
Me: YAY .!


So guess I'm gonna rot at home today again !
早起的鸟有虫吃 , 早起的虫被鸟吃 ! :DDD
First time writing chinese on here can !
Ahahaha !
LOLX !
No lurhh its China tell me that , AHAHA !
Super retarded can !





Lazyyyyy post lurhhh la .___.
When bored then coome backk (::
BYES !






Oh , and to youuu , yeap you ! .. Have fun todayy eh ! :D

Morning akjnfi ! (::
Ohohoho !
Shall be kind this month by giving two posts ! Ahahaha !
Be touched eh ! :DD
Yeap , kind of bored doing maths , so came to write some stuffs while waiting for school to start .
6 more hours to School , and 30more minutes to bed time !
So shall dedicate my last 30minutes to this post !
:DDD
Nothing much happen lately , not going tell my results ._. Its horrible .!


Anyway today post is not bout school life , something more complicated .
Well , let's begin then .


I like you , & you don like me .
Its simple to understand ain't it ?
But why is it so difficult for me to just let you go ?
And why de hell are you even still entertaining me !
Yes i want spent time with you , but its just ...
I dono ! It feels wrong !
You noe i get jealous easily , you noe that long long ago !
Dam it ! I dono how to put it in words .
DO YOU EVEN NOE WHAT I'M FEELING EVERYTIME I SEE YOU CLOSE WITH ANOTHER BOY !?
YES ITS NOTHING TO YOU !
BUT ITS HELL LOT OF SUFFERING FOR ME !
HAVE U EVER FEEL UR WHOLE HEART SHATTERED AND THERES AN IMMENSE SOURNESS IN UR ENTIRE BODY !?
NO MATTER HOW HARD U TRY TO GET RID OF IT , IT WILL JUST COME BACK AND EVEN MORE TORTUROUS ?!

I'm not saying u can't nor am i forbidding you , its just .. You either doing it on purpose for fun or u just simply don care about my feelings .
Yes i noe , i'm not ur who , you don't owe me any explanation .
But ., you can explain things to Delvin and not to me ?
Not only Delvin , you can explain to everyone and anyone except me !
WHAT MAKES ME SO DIFFERENT FROM EVERYBODY ELSE !?
Why they can have a better life than i do !
You tell them ur explanation and gave them a choice to choose whether they want to believe it or not , but i din't even get a choice ! Mine was a straight "you also not my who , why must tell you ."



That day , 2days ago , u stopped messaging me .
I had a hard time convincing myself , you left . For my own good , to study hard .
But during recess , I saw you with another boy sitting close together and chatting happily .
I wish i had never seen that at all .
CAuse right after i saw , everything came crashing down .
You are not me , you won't noe how i feel , u din't even had that feeling before ! So what do u noe ?
Then I told myself i shall forget everything bout you .
Since u don bother to reply my message , cause u probably had ur reason . (Which was de only excuse I could think of to not make myself anyhow think , which i noe is just a rubbish excuse for myself. )



I noe it takes time , I was already prepared for it .
Whenever i thought about you , i would just go and sleep , its de only thing that will keep me away from you and everything else that is happening .
But when i woke up and saw ur message to me .
Everything feel as though .. It just disappears .
I was excited to reply , but i noe , you don't like me , so what's de point of you messaging me ?
I know its normal for friends to message each other , but not now ?
Friends are friends .
Me who like you , can't get along as a friend with you for the time being .
Its jsut , the feeling is different !
I love you , and u noe that too , for me to become friends with you again means i would have to forget how to love you , before we can really start being friends .
Anyway no matter how hard i think of it , there's only a few reason i could think of !
1) I'm just an entertainer to you .
2) You're just playing with my feelings .
3) You like me .

And yeap , no matter HOW HOW HARD I TRY TO THINK , THERE'S ONLY THIS 3 REASONS ! AND THE BEST PART IS , I NOE ALL 3AIN'T TRUE .
Well for de first reason , u once told me sent 4000 messages in a month .
Let's say 1 person sent u 1000 messages a month . So you will message about 4 people a month .
If you want me to be ur entertainer , why bother to choose me when u got ur other 3 person to entertain you ?
4 people ... U can say that i'm paranoid or oversensitive , but i dono who are they . And i know you are someone who don play with other people feelings or cheat other people ., but how do i really noe you don treat them all the same as you treat me ? I'm not you , i dono what u do or how u feel . i justtttttttttttttt keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppp thinkinggggggggggggggggggg youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu areeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee treatting them all de same as u treat me ! So i'm no different from them .! And you are just killing ur boredom while playing with my feelings !

I know u don like me , u once told me truthfully .
So that totally cancels out .

ARGHHH ! The feeling just suck !

IF ONLY YOU COULD JUST TELLL MEE THAT U LOVE ME !
EVERYTHIGN WILL BE FINE )::
We don have to stead , i just wwant to noe how u really feel !
2 years ... Was our promise to each other .
I swear if u tell me that u love me , i will have more faith in you and won't get jealous that easily .
Its liek of course , who wouldn't ?
The girl u like say she lieks you , of course you will trust her and no matter who she hangs out with , you noe the only one she likes its still you .

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT GOD DAMN IT ! >::
ME AND MY FANTASY WORLD .!
Dam it dam it dam it !


Its just so frustrating !



Ha , anyway its 12.56am le ! Shall go sleep ! And i really dedicated 30mins of my time to write this post from the bottom of my heart !
Idiot ! I don think i will be publish this .
Ohohoho . See which lucky idiot would come and see this .
But by the time somebody sees this , well ... She might have already hurt my fragile heart real badly .


I really love you . I really really do .
I don't know how to express it , but a smile from you would literally brighten up my day , and a little ignorance from you will turn my day gloomy .
But i would rather have you than anybody else !
Goodnight sweet dreams my love one .
Rachel Tan , i will always love you !

Bye .

Ahahaa !
Evening Geeks !
Oh yea i'm sex-cist , only guys Revolve around me :D
Oh yeap , first thing first , BIGG BIGGG IDIOT to the person who posted de previous post .
LOLX !
Anyway Have u all seen de video clip on US army guys dancing to the tune of LadyGaga's Song 'Telephone' ?
ITS KIND OF COOL LA !
ITS LIKE , IN A PLACE OF PURE VIOLENCE AND BLOODSHED , THEY ALL DISTRESSING .
Wonder whyy some losers there posted they are Gay though . AHAHA !
Though their dance was girly but it was that that make them have fun and made de movie clip funny .
Updating my Blog came early this month , cause no mood to study now , AGAIN !
I dono whyy lor ! .__.
Wanted to call that BIGBIG IDIOT .
But then that idiot playing MonoPoly , LOLX REALLY IDIOT RIGHT ?!
Exams coming still play ._.
Crazy .


Studied Geog yesterday and Maths today ! :D
Left ... lots of chapter ._. Geog left Development , WHICH IS SO BIG . HAVE NOT EVEN STARTED !
Then E-Maths got 21 more chapter to cover , Don't talk about A-maths ._.
STUPID EXAMS . COME SO NEAR .


Tell u all a secret :D , i'm allergic to Exams , AHAHHAA !
Okayy .. Lame ._.
Now deciding whether to sleep , or use de computer .
Then at night study my Geog again .
Hmmmm , i blame that idiot playing MonoPoly now !
If that idiot call me then no need to be in such a dilemma le ._.
Idiot ,
Asshole :D



Oh i realise i have some retarded BUT useful POLICIES ! So you , yes you , the reader currently reading this , CAN'T CALL IT RETARDED !
Oh realise policies , look like police . Dono whether correct spelling or not .
Derive from : (Policy + ies - y ?)
Anyway here it is :
(1)Late for something , either Don't go or go even later , MUCH MUCH LATER .
Well , my reason for it is that , we should relax in everything we do , ahahaa ! So no point exerting that extra effort when u are already late .
Anyway , it don apply much to my life , only applies to my School Life . :D

(2) Well , i forgot .



(3) I forgot again .


I remember correctly suppose to have 3 , but oh well , LOLX ! Since i forgot , my bad (::
Some other time when i remember baaaaa .
Ohohohoho !
Pretty long post eh ?
CAUSE I STILL DONO WHETHER TO SLEEP OR USE COMP ! IF SLEEP CANNOT USE COMP ! IF USE COMP CANNOT SLEEP ! >::


Ahahaa !
Anyway bye all ! :DD
See u all nextt month !





You idiotic little bitch ! (::
Still owe me the 5 wordss lor !
___ ____ ___ ___ ___

READ THIS FIRST ! :) Name: Benjamin Koh .
School: Yuying Secondary School .
- Welcome to my blog , and please read this stuffs FIRST .
1) USUALLY hyper and cheerful , if not it will be super emo and pissED .
2) Random Attitude .
3) NEVER think before i talk so also always offend people .
4) Really appreciate if people were to care for me once in awhile especially when i'm down :)
5) And i have short term memory , so if u quarrel with me yesterday you will be waiting for a sorry from me the very next day :D . And don't ask me remember stuffs , its hard xO .
6) LOVE to play in rain . xD
7) AND I SUPER SUPER HATE BEING MALIGN !
8) VERY short tempered .

Love:
-Prata .
-Satay .
-Food .
-Friends .
-Love .
-Red .
-Rains .
Hates:
-Pangseh Kia .
-Peeps who ignore me .
-People who show me attitude for no reason .

Freedom
Four A1's
Lots of friends
Best BoyF
Best GirlF
Pass all my other tests ?
SUPER GOOD MEMORY !

Venice .
Syazani .
Desmond .
ANGGGGGGGGGGGGGG .
Andrea .
Cariah .
Carin .
Gil .
HongXing .
Meiting .
Rachel .
Timmy Noobie .
Yvonne .

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