12th March 2010 .
This day , is de worst day of my life . EVER !
Really really hate today ! Trying my best not to sulk , but it never worked >::
Woke up feeling sad , i dono why , its just full of emptiness .
Then slowly stroll to de bus stop .
Wait for few people ..
Then left for school .
All de way from leaving de house to school , i never utter a single word .
Till i met GuanShin and ask him help me take something for awhile .
The only thing that made me happy de day was seeing that China being late for FRC .
Ahahaha ! That was really goood ~! (::
CAuse i sit infront , then i saw him , he over there saying to himself "Nabei , Nabei , Nabei!"
Super funny la !
Then after that happy all de way till Chinese lesson .
Okay la chinese lesson , i kind of like today (:: Write Chinese Formal Letter .
Then band made me emo lor , just felt really sad . Cause was alone in de room . Then after that , that China accidentally bang into me , lazy say lurhh la , mini-long-shortshort-story .
Then felt sad , even though i knew it was an accident i still felt angry i dono why !
Then angry with so many people today !
Its not good lor !
And they were my best friends lor !
So emo all de way till band end ,
*The last hour of band was horrible .*
First , i cannot pitch my notes , and i felt really useless , its like , I CAN PITCH ALL THIS NOTES ! I CAN PITCH E , WHY CAN'T I PITCH A or C ! It was really easy to pitch last week !
I hate myself !
During de last few minutes before we get dismiss , was de saddest part .
Dono lurhh , me and me being super ultra paranoid .
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME MAN !
Argh !
Really really hate today !
This will be my first and last time emoing !
I promise !








Hopefully ... (::
Bright side of life !
Oh ya , this year i'm getting real busy (:: Drop by at least once a month , Haha ! I will try to update it too !
Toodles ! :DDDD
TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY ! Food and fun Fair then CAMPP ! (::
I love cramps !
Ahahaha !
Its super fun and fun ! xDD
Cause ... Lalala !
Alright going off !
Ahaha , Booboo .




















The only way i could stop missing her is to sleep .
I'm starting to miss her alot lately )::
And the worst part is that if i sleep and dreamt of her ! It happened twice already lurhh !
Then when i wake up will feel even more misssing her lor !
Hate that sad feeling in de heart ! >::
And i really hate missing her ! The feelings sucks without de person knowing it ! >::

READ THIS FIRST ! :) Name: Benjamin Koh .
School: Yuying Secondary School .
- Welcome to my blog , and please read this stuffs FIRST .
1) USUALLY hyper and cheerful , if not it will be super emo and pissED .
2) Random Attitude .
3) NEVER think before i talk so also always offend people .
4) Really appreciate if people were to care for me once in awhile especially when i'm down :)
5) And i have short term memory , so if u quarrel with me yesterday you will be waiting for a sorry from me the very next day :D . And don't ask me remember stuffs , its hard xO .
6) LOVE to play in rain . xD
7) AND I SUPER SUPER HATE BEING MALIGN !
8) VERY short tempered .

Love:
-Prata .
-Satay .
-Food .
-Friends .
-Love .
-Red .
-Rains .
Hates:
-Pangseh Kia .
-Peeps who ignore me .
-People who show me attitude for no reason .

Freedom
Four A1's
Lots of friends
Best BoyF
Best GirlF
Pass all my other tests ?
SUPER GOOD MEMORY !

Venice .
Syazani .
Desmond .
ANGGGGGGGGGGGGGG .
Andrea .
Cariah .
Carin .
Gil .
HongXing .
Meiting .
Rachel .
Timmy Noobie .
Yvonne .

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